nooo.....

My fahrenheit obsession is very slowly fading away, and it hurts... i have nothing to obsess over anymoree :[ i would say that i have nothing to live for, but thats too melodramatic. I still like them, but its not a crazy obsession anymore... I think its cuz i ranted and raved about it and let it all out... thats what always happens to me!! i rant about how i want something to go away, and it does, and then im sad that its gone! whats wrong with me?!? anyways... im trying to move on with life... i'll go back and look through those 18 celebrity crushes of mine and find one to obsess over... MIKE HE!!! he's gorgeous, and he's an amazing actor, and i love him!! yupp. this time, im not gonna rant or else he'll be gone too. I love Mike He <3>

...what is this?!

c'mon... work... i gotta get my obsession back!!!
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wow... so it seems like my crazy fahrenheit spazz is over and now im sad... :[ while i was going crazy, i hoped it would go away, but now that its actually going away, i dont want it to go away... loving fahrenheit actually gave me something to think about when i was bored.... maybe if i find some more fahrenheit music, i'll get obsessed again...my heart used to hurt because i loved fahrenheit too much... and now it hurts cuz i have nothing to love... XD oh wait... maybe i just havent been listening to farhenheit enough... im listening to it now, and i feel like im gettingpbsessed again... !!! oh wait... nevermind... it was just a really short phase... maybe it'll happen again... this sucks... if it comes back, i will definitely blog about it!!! <33 im going to listen to fahrenheit until i get a headache and see if that works... XD i gotta start blogging about somethin else

school

i love this picture... <3>
school got out, and i just got back from dance. the first thing i did was turn on my laptop to listen to fahrenheti of course... and i was stalking jiro wang today during math class... i got a study hall and i searched up everything about Jiro Wang, and then i read this thing about his girlfriend *sniffle* and this girl was like, yeah, my cousin is his girlfriend, and they're already past the bed stage and they're going to get engaged in the fall... and i was like, f*** you. i didnt actually think that, but people like that are ridiculously annoying to me. Fahrenheit... <3 today, im freaking about jiro wang... yesterday it was wu zun, tomorrow it will be aaron yan and the day after that, calvin chen!! it's like i have a schedule on who to spazz about everyday. XP i really want to go to a concert... im going to lose my mind if i dont go to one at some point in my life... D:

Im still listening to fahrenheit.... of course =P I've always dreamed of going off to china and becoming a celebrity so i could meet all these amazing people... it sounds farfetched, but i like to tell myself that if i actually tried, i might make it... XD Like Rainie Yang, she was like, a complete nobody, and then when she was 15, she auditioned for a comercial and now she's sooo popular... i'd like that XD

wo chao xi huan ni!!! <3

Fahrenheit

I adore this picture of fahrenheit... they're so hot it should be illegal... -------->

I have officially lost my mind.... I am so crazy about fahrenheit right now, its not even funny... They're all i think about!! Im hoping it's just a phase and that i'll get over it soon, cuz this obsession is screwing my life. I can never finish my homework without thinking about them and then going on a crazy song searching spree... and then the fact that i've never met them and might not ever meet them just really depresses me :[ i thought that maybe i could just look at pics and listen to music until i saw and heard everything and got bored of them, but its not working... the more i listen, the more upset i get at the fact that they're celebrities... :'[ i need some help... maybe if i just go to a concert over the summer or something, and get backstage tickets and get autographs and pictures with them, i'll feell better, but for now, im gonna be miserable until i either get over them, or meet them xD my obsession isnt the normal type... at least i dont think it is... most girls actually have a life, and maybe a few celeb crushes that they occasionally remember, but i have 18 asian celeb crushes( yes i counted) and they're ALL i ever think about... its mainly fahrenheit right now though... i write their names in my planner, and i have almost every single picture of them that exists, saved on my laptop... if i spent a total of 5 hours just thinking, i think i probably spend about 4 hours just thinking about them... and the morei think about them, the more my heart hurts... :[ i really do need to go to a concert before i go mental... or maybe i could say that i have like, 3 weeks to live and ask the Make a Wish foundation to get fahrenheit to come meet me or something... XDDD i wouldnt do that... but if i got desperate enough, i probably would <3>